This morning, much to my surprise and delight, I walked outside to see a wonderful sheen of crisp light rising off the grass outside my door. Oh, the frost had finally come, I realized moments afterward.
As any could possibly guess, Autumn must be my favorite season of the year. With all the chill, cool feelings that surround and swallow me each time I walk outside, how can I help but love this season. Not to mention the other sights, scents and sounds of this season.
The colors of leaves as they begin their fiery descent from tree to ground. The smell of cold that permeates even the tightest, most closely-woven scarves. The snap, crackle, pop and, more accurately, crunch of the aforementioned leaves as one walks from here to there. So good.
Now, putting that sentimentality aside, for it has a tendency to make these types of entries too enjoyable for the unwary, unsuspecting reader, today I realized, for the first time in a while, how little I can often realize.
Over the past month or two, my interest in trees and plants has arisen once again. That you may already know. Today it struck me, though, how little I have payed attention to them (the trees) in the past.
I've been living in the same apartment for more than a year by now, thus all the trees and plants and anything else has been around and visible as much today as it was for any day since I moved it. I really like the tree just outside our porch, and I've especially appreciated it as it's turned its wonderful colors.
It struck me today, though, that I have no memory of its color transformation last year. Granted, it has been a year since then, but I simply have no recollection, regardless of how hard I might try, of even really noticing the color change before this fall.
That thought, of not even beginning to take note of something literally staring me in the face bothers me greatly. How many other things appear on a daily basis that I fail to notice? Well, for now at least, I guess I must resolve to try to be more perceptive. Until that day of complete perception comes, I'll keep trying to pick up on those little moments ... when I might normally just be tempted to steadily stride past the little frozen dewdrops on each single blade.
